Loading ...I’m not sure how long it takes for my eviction to happen, but its happening. I’m trying to find a home for my cats, thats the most important thing, but this last FEMA rejection did me in. The tarot readings helped, but not enough, though I do thank those of you who were kind enough to recognise my time and efforts and donate in exchange for a reading. I am completely uncertain of what happens now. I have no idea whats going to happen from day to day, from this day forward. I know that if I can, when I can, I’ll try to keep in touch via the blog.
I’m not afraid of the future, I’m mostly dealing with grief over having to most probably part with my cats. If there’s any way I can avoid it, I will, because thats the most painful development in this situation. Bea is my beloved, we’ve been through everything together - divorce, hurricanes, you name it - and there have been times when she was all that kept me going. To part with her is like having a piece of my heart cut away.
But these times of hardship, crisis, and grief are also opportunities to learn who I am and who I am becoming. Maybe its time to clear out all the old attachments, shed my skin and be my elemental self, no more barriers between me and the universe.
Buy me a beer!
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It’s days like these that you really need to win the state lottery…
You cannot part with Bea! She needs to go where you go. Cleto will survive. He can stay with you too, but it isn’t the same as Bea.
I don’t know how to do it, or what you can do, but you simply cannot part with her. She is the last vestige of all that was once good. If there is anybody out there reading this that knows of a way to help Che stay with her cat then please let us know.
Che deserves some goodness in her life. Bea deserves not to have more trauma herself. Losing her home twice in a few years. It is unimaginable.
To be as vaguely direct as I can someone who used to know Bea as well as Che should consider saving this lovely little feline.
Che, this is terrible news. I thought maybe something good would happen… RtP told me some of what is going on, though I admit to a lack of complete cogency at this moment due to school pressures.
But this is horrible to hear. Parting with one’s cat is akin to breaking off a piece of your soul or pimpin’ your kids or something… I sure hope something good will happen very very soon!
Sending good thoughts your way.
Sorry, I think I was trying to evoke a god of goodness there because I must have said ‘good’ ten times!